I am hungry and not foolish!

Clock on my laptop reads 11:11 pm, Wednesday January 7th 2009. 

But I am feeling tired and down even to get some sleep. 

Same work, same life, same traffic, same salary, same issues, same attitude, same neighbors, same idealogies. 

I wonder how is our God surviving all these yugas by maintaining this boring chaos. Or is it just one of the channels in his cable network?! 

Why should we struggle our whole life when the end result is same for all? Or is it the journey that matters? May be if the end result is so bad! 

But why can't we just walk down the red carpet to Vaikunta when there is a chance on this special day of Vaikunta Ekadashi or is it already overflowing... But now, that hunger is disturbing me again... even my useless thinking process... 

Oh sorry... I think I typed the wrong date. Is itn't October 16th today? I am bored to the core now with negative hopes and all I want is to escape from all this mess. I think its better to dial Vishnu now than this timewaste blogging. 

There is so much noise in the surrounding. I can't concentrate. Looks like the whole world is standing infront of me to kill me or is it waiting to be killed by me?? But again that hunger is dragging me back towards the creator. I think I am extraordinarily hungry today. I badly need some food. 

But my mind is feeling heavy as if oscillating between 7570 years in each moment. Mind is becoming really heavy... Vishnu must be waiting for me in Vaikunta today... Its still October 16th... Deep sound of the conch is clearing all my illusions... Samay is running towards 5561BC... I could hear him calling me... 

 

paartha... 

IdeaNaren!